AUTHOR: Sandi TITLE: DATE: 4/22/2010 04:11:00 PM ----- BODY:

Dear God, You are huge. There is so much to who You are and the things You've done in human history and in my life and You teach us so much in scripture. The overwhelming weight of how important all of that is and how i need to be able to synthesise everything I'm learning to be able to use practically has just come crashing down around me. I want so badly to be passionate about You and the work that I'm doing here but there is SO MUCH TO KNOW and I know I'll never know it all, and I'm overwhelmed because my ability to know this, and know it well, and use it well is necessary for my survival and the survival of those around me. This is a lot of pressure so, if You could keep me feeling the weight of this for the rest of my life so I never forget how much of everything depends on you but you could remind me that it isn't a weight I have to carry all alone, and its not nearly as heavy as the weight You gave to Jesus to carry for all of us, I would be really grateful. I love you sooooooo much! ~me

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